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:: Baby Stuff Part 2::

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I've completed Part 2 for baby shopping. All baby stuff completed. :) Semalam I went to Midvalley , alone. Husband not around for a week. I'm staying with parents. So I went for shopping lah. Syiok! Okay, I mcm  blur bila most of orang yang tegur I since I pregnant expect I carry baby boy. Mcmana diorg leh guess mcm tuh? Still wujud lagi kah kepercayaan mcm tuh ikut bentuk perut? Doc and sonographer confirmed it's baby girl. But to be honest, I tak kisah girl or baby. Cuma kene prepare nama lain je lah. :) Tapi I dah terbiasa panggil baby dlm perut NR. So now, since org ckp mcm tuh, I call Baby je. 

Yes, I love to dress up masa pregnant ni. Cuma tak lah mcm before pregnant. I nak sentiasa nampak kemas masa pregnant. So nanti all my pix yang I snap masa pregnant, nampak cantik je. Heheheh.. So semalam sorang2 pun sempat lagi snap pix kat toilet. :P 


I was wearing Peplum top from #ThePopLook 

 By next week, I dah kene prepare hospital bag. Next week masuk 8 months. What? Kejap je. Lately, Pelvic pain sakit sngt. Jalan pun mcm susah dah. I mcm boleh perasan perut makin membesar. I told my mum, dia pun cakap baby gerak2 mcm tuh and rasa sakit mcm tu sebab tgh cari laluan, I mean nak lock the head down lah. So soon meh?

::Alhamdulillah, entering Week 33::

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7 weeks away and I can't wait to meet my lil one, who reside in my womb for 9 months! :) 85% of baby and mummy stuff settled. I have prepared name for her. Since pregnancy dah masuk 4 months lagi I prepared.  I geram sangat dkt dia ni tau. Mcm u geram kalau tgk baby yang comel2 tuh. Dia lah peneman I kalau husband not around. My sister, brother and colleague can see her movement as well. Perut I mcm wave. How amazing kejadian ALLAH? SubhanaAllah...

Last week I missed MGGT test for 2nd time at government. My Gynae, Dr Mimi kat KPMC tanya kenapa tak pergi pagi ni. I cakap I nak buat hari lain. If pergi government I tak dapat scan. Skali tu je la diorg scan masa first time I register kat situ. I miss baby R and nak tengok progress dia mcmana, besar dia mcmana. Owh this time,  managed to see her in 3D/4D jugak. Dr Mimi dah upgrade machine dia since all specialist dah ada klinik sendiri yang besar skit. Good2. About my baby, her weight now 1.8 kilos, which is okay. That's what Dr Mimi told me lah. Chubby a bit. My mum told me, muka mcm my husband. Time tu muka dia masam skit so my sis cakap " tu lah, ikut perangai ko". Cesss..


This picture taken last Sunday. Perut I bulat, I told you guys right ramai betul org guess I carry baby boy. So when I went to KPMC that day, I asked Dr Mimi. Dia ckp before this dia dah confirmkan 80%, girl. Then I told her I  went jumpa sonographer for 4D scan pun confirm girl. Then she checked the check up book, her boss Dr Jamil pun confirm girl. So this time dia scan lagi skali to confirm the sex of my baby, and it's a girl. Phew... Tak sia2 lah baju color pink yang I ada beli. Tp kalau boy pun, baby pakai color pink pun takpa kan?

Since past few days I mcm kene diarrhea and got Braxton Hicks. My mum siap cakap, eh perut ko ni mcm dah turun. I was like, huh? Awal lagi ape.. Tp tang diarrhea tu yang tak best. Pergi mana2 mesti rasa tak selesa. So Izza, asked me to minum ORS. Which is okay tak sure malam ni mcmana nanti. Last night, can't sleep at all. Perut sakit memulas and baby actively moving. Not sure sbb ape. Dok risau baby. Okay ke dia dlm ni. Kenapa time tgh malam mcm ni active semacam, tak selesa kah? Is it normal?

::Week 34::

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Alhamdulillah. I'm in 34 weeks and going to enter my week 35. How time flies! To be honest, I feel scared a bit. 5 weeks away tuh. Oh ya, I still can wear my old jeans and some of my old tops. I ada 1 maternity jeans je. But it's not comfortable to wear. I got few dresses, in case I rimas pakai jeans or leggings. Nasib baik, most of my jeans and leggings are lowered. :)

I got 3 types of appointment last week. Last Monday, check up at government hospital. Nasib baik nurse tak marah I missed MGGT test hari tuh. But stranged, she can't find baby's position. Ke dia tak reti? Tapi senior. So I met doctor and got a chance to ask her pasal apa I selalu kene diarrhea. So she advised me to stop dulu minum susu or any dairy product. It's okay sbb I still makan pregnancy supplement. Then Doc confirmed my baby's position. Dia kat bawah lagi last week. I mean kepala kat bawah. So Since last 10 weeks, kepala kat bawah. It is good sign kan? Memang berpatutan la rasa ngilu bahagian kiri and kanan perut, sebab tang situ kaki dia menendang2. Last Friday, appointment at government lagi for MGGT test. Not sure why this time, rasa mcm worst plak minum air gula tuh. Last time okay. Rasa nak muntah, pening jgn ckp. Ditambah plak I still diarrhea time tuh. Tak ke worst? So hopefully, result okay nanti. Result boleh tau pun masa next check up on 19th. 
Last check up on Saturday at KPMC. This time boleh tengok baby. First time, hubby borak2 dgn Doc. Selalunyer senyap je. Tgk je ape jadi. :) So, my lil one mmg chubby dah. Her weight now 2.2kilos. Walaupun naik 3 kilos je in 2 weeks, tp pipi dia chubby okay. So Doc estimated time deliver maybe berat dia more than 3kilos. Fine! Takut! Doc tgh explain2 to me and sempat cakap, eh baby ni org bercakap dia sibuk nak cakap. Ahhh, cute betul tgk mulut dia gerak2 mcm org bercakap. Nampak dia menguap skali. SubhanaAllah. Bersyukur sangat, dapat rasa nikmat mcm ni. Hope baby sihat sempurna selalu. Ibu can't wait to meet you. Semoga ALLAH permudahkan semua nanti. I chose natural birth and exclusively BF. Awal2 lagi dah niat. I know natural birth sakit, harap Allah ringankan sakit tuh dan rezeki ada utk BF my baby. Cakap pasal BF, boleh I mimpi I pump my milk and mencurah2? InsyaAllah ada rezeki utk BF till baby 2 y.o maybe?

Hormone changes masa last trimester ni sama macam 1st trimester. Hard to breath, kerap ke toilet especially at night. Back pain menyerang lagi. Your skin tone, tiba2 changed! Darker! Yes, I'm the new Tyra banks. Tyra Banks lagi cun from me. Nak menjerit tgk diri sendiri. My dark circle tu tiba2 makin gelap, my lips makin gelap, some part of my body makin gelap. Few people told me, sekejap je. Lepas preggy hilang. Ke patut pergi mandi susu lepas pantang? Time preggy ni, pakai lah ape2 pun langsung tak boleh blah. Like my face tukar product ape pun, still lagi berminyak. Tukar losyen ape pun, kulit still lagi kering. Current compact powder, lipstick mcm tak ngam dgn muka dah. But thank God, stretch mark yang orang risaukan kat perut tu belum ada lagi. Dok gigih sapu Palmers. Nowadays, tummy asik gatal. Kulit stretch kan, cepat2 sapu Palmers. It works everytime. :)  Mood makan melampau2. Total weight gain 10 kilos dah. Tu baru sampai 34 weeks. Kalau dah 40?

Some of people ada amalan sepanjang pregnancy.  Mine takde sangat. Every weekend, sure I pergi pusing mall. Pergi lah mana-mana, asalkan berjalan. Malam tak makan banyak sangat. I kene make sure I amik breakfast. Lunch pun tak. I  makan lunch lewat skit. Every morning I take Vit C. Tak nak demam mcm 1st trimester. Twice tuh. Then, malam baru makan supplement Doc bagi. Recite surah Maryam, Yassin and Lukman once or twice per week. Sometimes, kalau ade masa kat office I pasang WMA. Samada I dengar or I letak headset kat perut. Bagi baby dengar skali. Makan kismis, in the morning. Tu pun sebab mmg I letak kat drawer office. So senang, I tak missed. My baby sangat active petang and tengah malam. Tengah malam tu for sure susah nak tidur kan. So I selalu usap perut slow2 sambil baca selawat and ayat Kursi. InsyaAllah, dia senyap. Rajin pujuk dia elok2. Jgn biasa mengeluh pasal pregnancy. Just think positive and selalu ingat, bukan selalu dapat rasa mcm ni. I'm sure I will miss this moment bila I delivered nanti. :) Oh ya, jangan lupa snap pix perut banyak2 masa pregnant ni. ;) Kalau masa jumpa Doc and kebetulan, baby tengah face you, ask Doc to print.  Heee.. 

 Still nampak kurus? Tak kan, makin lama makin lebar dah my body. Muka pun senang sembap. Sampai my bff ingat I nangis. :)

 Nothing much to share pun. Itu aje. Pray the best for me okay. Hope semuanya okay nanti.  

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::Bruno Mars - When I Was Your Man::

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After Grenade, Now:

"When I Was Your Man"

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name


It all just sounds like oooooh…

Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man



My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways

Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh…
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes



It all just sounds like oooooh…

Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man



Although it hurts

I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know



I hope he buys you flowers

I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take you to every party
Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man

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:: Week 35 & Weekend Update::

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Salam pretty! Hope you are doing fine. How was ur weekend? Last week, I tak buat mall exercise pun. Tak larat. Tired, lazy semua ada. Asyik nak baring je. I keluar pun pergi wedding my colleague, Ema. Late pregnancy mcm tu eh?  Here are some pix:



Schedule mcm lari skit hari tuh. Tapi takpa. At least makan and jumpa pengantin jugak. 

Now, I'm in my 35 weeks and entering my 36 weeks by end of week. Last Tuesday, I got my MGGT test result and went check up at government hospital. Urghhhh..penat tunggu lagi.  Dah malas nk pergi situ. Dengan nurse yang check mcm hampeh. Ishh... So the MGGT result okay. Alhamdullilah... Can't wait to meet Dr Mimi this Saturday. Hope baby doing okay. This Saturday nanti boleh tgk baby lagi, boleh tau berat dia berapa, boleh nampak ape dia tgh buat. :)

Owh ya, last Friday I got Braxton Hicks. Few times jugak, gap masa lambat. Kalau nk masuk labor kan gap dia 5 minutes apart kan. So I know lah false alarm.  Takkan la secepat tuh. 

Kalau lah I dapat simpan my feelings toward my baby masa dia dlm perut kan best. I banyak simpan gambar my baby bump and few videos of the movement. I miss this moment nanti. :(  I love my baby bump very much! I know nowadays rasa ngilu or sakit skit bila baby gerak, but I don't care. Asalkan dia gerak dah okay. Asalkan I nampak perut I gerak kiri kanan I happy. Asalkan I dapat cakap2 dgn my baby bump bila dia gerak pun I happy. I can't describe this feeling. I suka sangat2. 


See my perut, boooolat!! Hello NR! 

Lately sensitive melampau2. Tak sure apesal. That day singgah rumah mum, I changed la my outfit to kaftan. My sis tegur I sbb I pakai bj kaftan tu pun, I dah sedih. Boleh?? My mum ask my husband to send them to airport last Tuesday seawal 3.30am pun I sedih. Sedih sebab, kesian kat hubby penat 3 days non stop ada activity, meeting, seminar, induction, and jd MC lagi. Isshh, pelik. Padahal hubby no problem je. 

Last Friday,  saya terkesima (wah, ayat BM first class gitu) dengan satu statement from my friend, A. Another friend, B asked me whether I ada morning sickness / alahan during my pregnancy. The answer, Alhamdulillah no. Cuma I craving for Tomyam and tak suka pergi mall je. But then A cakap she got morning sickness. Then came the statement I should think not supposedly highlight or said in front of another pregnant woman. Where is your sensitivity, woman! The statement was "Owh, siapa yang ada morning sickness ni anak dia bijak!". Yes, that's the one. That's why I said terkesima. Okay, sad a bit sebab dia ckp mcm tuh dpn our friends. On the spot mood hilang nk berborak. Hello, another pregnant woman in front of you, lady! And she never had morning sickness like you! Thanks to ALLAH permudahkan for me.  I personally think how genius your baby depends pada food apa your makan and what he/she will learn bila membesar. I straight mengadu to my sis, and here is her statement "Ckp kat kawan ko..don daniyal mak dia xde sickness..just penat2 jer..bijak je anak dia...". Mau tak tergelak statement ni yang dia bagi. I rasa baca Surah Lukman pun boleh buat anak bijak.  Few blogger yang takde sickness, I tgk bijak je anak diorang. Scientific proof tak lah kuat mana. Even you guys Google pun and jumpa the articles yang relate to this, sure ada yang comment. They don't have morning sickness, but their kids are genius! For muslim, just pray to Allah semoga anak terang hati. Amin. Saya doakan anak kamu, kamu dan kamu yang baca blog ni pun sentiasa sihat, genius, and dgr cakap parents selalu. :)

Rasa mcm dah tak larat dah nk buat mall exercise. Lg 10% of baby list I tak complete kan lagi. I pesan kat hubby and my sis, kalau I tak larat sngt weekend nnti diorg je yang tolong pergi cari. I tak cari confinement set lagi. Thinking to buy Tanamera. Banyak good review. 

1st April, I will work from home. Nasib baik. But the shift hours changed lah. I need to work from 1-10pm. Memandangkan I stay kat rumah and ptg tak buat apa2, should be okay for me. 

4 weeks away, I can't wait to meet baby NR. Semoga ALLAH permudahkan segalanya. I dok fikir malam2 before tidur, nak prepare apa masa kat labor room nanti. Mental tu, apa yang kene fikir? I rasa dengan zikir, doa, dorongan hubby, think something nice and not to think about the pain will help me get through this process. Tapi sebenarnye sakit bersalin tuh mcmana? Mcm2 version I dengar. My mum plak I tanya, masa gave birth to me tak sakit and tak susah. Paling senang. Ada yang cakap masa push tuh tak sakit, yang sakit masa perineum koyak or episiotomy.  Ngeri plak dengar. ..

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::Short Update- 36 Weeks::

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Completed my preps for delivery nanti. For both mummy and baby. Alhamdulillah. Semuanya dipermudahkan. I went for weekly checkup at KPMC with Dr Mimi. Alhamdulillah, baby okay but Dr bising skit I put on weight. 2 kilos in 1 week? Ishh. 19th checkup at gov 79.8 and last  Saturday on 23rd naik 81 pulak. Yes, I know. Berat I dah naik 12 kilos dah. Last few weeks ni, kuat makan jgn cakap. Dah tuh asik nk makan benda yang best je. Jalan dah malas. Perut dah rasa berat, cepat mengah, kaki cepat penat, dapat duduk je mcm heaven.   Dapat duduk then makan benda best, lg heaven. :P Berat baby dah 2.5kilos. Doc checked Alhamdulillah semua okay. Next week, Dr Mimi suggested jumpa Dr Anita or Dr Jamil.  Dr lain plak, as part of the procedure. Check up a week after that baru jumpa dia balik. Nowadays, tido mcm malas je bangun. Asalkan tak buat ape2 mesti nak landing atas katil. Part nak bangun tuh mak oi, lenguh kat pelvic tuh jgn ckap. Lenguh plus sakit2. Mcm ditekan2. Oh ya, my skin texture ntah ape2 ntah jadi. Oily sangat. Pigmentation jgn ckp. Skin tone lari. Pakai skincare yang biasa and compact yang biasa dah tak melekat. SKII , Safi rania, BB cream semua tak masuk dah. Ada yang cakap, semua ni sebab hormone changes. Lepas ni okay balik and sabar skit. Baiklah, hopefully my skin jd mcm tuh balik. I pergi Guardian cari Cleanser yang ada AHA, BHA, astrigent and Salyclic Acid. Sebab dulu penah jumpa Skin specialist, dia suggested cari product yang ada kandungan ni utk oily skin. Neutrogena ada. Tapi this time, I beli Hada Labo for  Cleanser and Garnier Astrigent. Dua2 ada kandungan tuh. Hopefully kurang minyak skit. Tinggal  nk cari Serum, and Sunblock yang okay.

Kesian kat NR, mcm boleh rasa ruang dah sempit for her to gerak2.  Every week sure I measure tinggi rahim and keliling perut. Tinggi rahim tu nurse yang ajar. This morning nak pakai baju kurung yang besar skit pun kain dah tak muat. Tak boleh nak cangkuk. Padahal bawah pusat tuh.Takpe skit je lagi. So have to recycle few dresses yang I ada. Itu je yg paling sesuai pakai time preggy dan juga leggings. 

Ada kawan cakap I dah look sarat. Heheheh.. Skit la kot. Muka I dah sembap. Double chin mcm dah jadi triple chin. Kaki dah bengkak skit2, sebab rasa pakai flats mcm dah ketat. Few jeans yang I masih boleh pakai masa pregnant, langsung tak leh pakai dah. Except jeggings, tp tu pun rasa mcm seksa skit nak pakai. 


Tak sabar nak shopping baju baru. Tp dengan harapan badan dpt kurus mcm dulu la yer!! 

:: Week 38 Updates::

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Alhamdulillah, entering week 39 in few days. Most of my friends, aunties said anak first kuar awal. Nampaknya, dia suka stay dlm perut. =) Nvm, sayang. Asalkan dia sentiasa sihat. Tgh2 malam ajak main. Tp movement tak lah sekuat sebelum ni. Cuma kene pastikan I keep track her movement. My perut dah jatuh, Doc cakap bahagian atas perut dah kosong and baby memang dah masuk birth canal. Nervous tapi excited!

Last week checkup HB low balik. Supplement selalu je makan. Memandangkan I tak lah suka sayur, so have to makan kurma banyak2. Masa awal2 pregnancy 1st and 2nd trimester, selalu je makan. Tp masuk 3rd tri macam malas nak top up dah kurma kat office. Oh ya, started 1st Apr hari tuh, dah start work from home. Mcm bosan pulak. Ikutkan nak je p office. Tp takut sakit nak bersalin nanti kene kat office. Sape susah nanti?

Okay, last checkup kat KPMC Dr sempat print gambar baby NR masa tengah smile. Tengah main agaknya? U know lah, bila p checkup at government, dapat scan bila kene jumpa doctor. Itupun kalau ada complication/ risk. Like mine that day, risk hb low p jumpa doctor. Tp time scan bukannya dapat tengok. One thing yang okay checkup at KKIA, details skit lah check up diorg.  But mcm biasa, tak larat nk tunggu lama2. Sometimes tertido. So far, I puas hati checkup at KPMC and KKIA. =)


Now her weight 2.8kilos. Doakan kami sentiasa sihat and selamat masa delivery process nanti. Sha minta maaf kalau Sha ada buat silap kat siapa2 secara sengaja atau tak sengaja. InsyaAllah, Sha akan blog or inform bila Sha dah deliver nanti. Ladies, take care!

:: Nur Rayhana ::

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Assalamualaikum.. Some of you might know that I safely gave birth to my lil angel on Monday, 15th April 2013. Alhamdulillah, I'm so blessed with her present in my life. We named her Nur Rayhana since my pregnancy reached 4 months. I can't describe my feelings now. Syukur sangat2 to ALLAH. Rezeki yang tak terhingga nilainye. I'm so in love with her. Yes, Ibu loves you so much Rayhana. 

Seeing Izam called himself Abah pun rasa happy sangat. Tp hubby I ni mcm Pak lawak skit.  Dok selalu geram dengan baby sendiri. My Abah, Ibu, sis and lil brother dok called themselves Atuk lah, Nenek lah, Mak Ngah lah, Acu lah rasa kelakar. Ada yang takmo panggil makcik nak gak Aunty and Uncle. Amboi. Like my bro and SIL. :P



D.OB: 15th April 2013
Weight: 3.03KG

 P.S: Nurse, awak salah spell nama my Abah.

Okay, I citer skit pasal pengalaman bersalin dan pengalaman stay at Hospital Serdang. Monday morning around 4.50am tetiba I terjaga rasa sakit mcm period pain. Tp kejap je. So I ignore. Lepas tu at 5.30am, I rasa sakit yang sama lagi. So I pg toilet rasa nak pee pee. :) Then, spot something with blood. So I said, must be bloody show. Takpe tunggu dulu. Time tu baru terhegeh2 nak download application contraction tracker. Few minutes later, I start track. Gap 5 minutes apart. So I ckp kat diri sendiri, it's time kot. My mum bangun nak Subuh, I cakap kat dia terus. Time tu sakit leh tahan lagi. So I mandi, prepare ape yang patut and ckp kt  my husband I rasa dah masa pergi hospital. Husband I tido kat umah, I time tu kat umah my mum. Since work from home and last week of pregnancy I stay kat umah my mum. 

Around 7:45am, baru we all keluar rumah. Hubby tanya KPMC or Serdang? So we decide pergi Hospital Serdang. Nasib baik sakit leh tahan. Dah register semua, tunggu turn diorg panggil utk masuk PAC area. I tengok semua org perut besar2, tengok diri sendiri kecik. :) So when they called my name, bp, urine semua dah amik. So tunggu Doc dtg check.  At 10am, Doc check bukaan. I was dilated 4cm. So they suggested to check again at 2pm. 2pm lama tuh, so I pergi makan dulu. Lepak dengan hubby. Then Doc Sharmila check again.   This time I was dilated 6cm. So Doc suggested tunggu or jumpa hubby kat luar ke or duduk kat PAC waiting area. Kat situ ada lah few people yang boleh borak sama. Sebab apa kene tunggu, katil penuh. Ntah mcmana, hari tuh ramai plak yg nk bersalin. Nasib baik dtg awal. I dah pesan awal2 kat hubby, bila dah bersalin terus pergi counter depan book 1st class nyer ward. Nak duduk sorang2. Nak  menangis ke, nak suruh sape2 teman ke, boleh. Itu procedure diorg kata receptionist kat counter tu lah kan. Dah bersalin, baru leh pergi book. 

At 3.15pm I cakap kat hubby, sakit makin kuat. Let say nak deliver nanti, diorg akan panggil hubby masuk. Before that, dah minta maaf kat my parents and in law. So masuk PAC balik , I ckp kat nurse sakit makin kuat and kerap. Selang 1 min. So diorg suruh I baring kat katil dulu. Time tu sakit dia, mak oi I tak leh tahan dah. I merengek mcm budak kecik, keep baca surah yunus, selawat, istighfar but sakit dia kuat sangat. I called nurse, I cakap tak tahan sakit dia kuat. I nak pain killer. Begging for pain killer okeh?? Nurse takmo bagi, dia kata nanti susah awak nak push. Sebab tak rasa nanti. I rasa nak pee plus buang air besar. Nurse cakap tak boleh jugak. Then Doc datang check bukaan lagi still 6cm and dia pecahkan air ketuban. Dah la nak pecahkan air ketuban punya lama. Tp Doc yang pecahkan air ketuban ni siap nyanyi2 plak. Dia tak tau ke tengah sakit masa tuh. So once the air ketuban pecah, fuhhh.. sakit dia lagi lah. Cannot describe. Then, I tengok perut I dah mengeras lain macam and I rasa nak buang air besar sangat. I terus panggil nurse and Doc cakap nurse saya rasa mcm nak push. Tak tahan! Nak nangis tak boleh. Sebab sakit sangat. Tak pernah rasa sakit mcm ni. :( Around 3.50pm diorg terus tolak I pergi labor room. They called my hubby to teman. Bila nampak hubby I, muka dia nmpk cuak. Tp dia kene stop kat counter depan labor room utk register or sign ape ntah. So dlm tu, stuff nurse Kumutha, check dah dilate 9cm. Ready to push dah. So she called Doc Farah Dilla, few nurse came to support me. So time diorg ready barang2 dlm labor room, I cakap I nak push. Diorg ckp tunggu2. Then, Doc Farah bg guidance. Tarik nafas dlm2 bila rasa sakit and teran sambil pandang perut. Teran mcm nk buang air besar? I dah la jarang rasa mcm tuh. Camna nak feeling? Teran2 for few times tak lepas. Diorg suruh curi nafas. Curi nafas? How? Try2 mcm tak lepas. I teran tang muka lah mostly nye. Hubby ada and I ckp sakit sangat B. Syg buat apa ni yang rasa susah sangat nk bersalin. Hubby try to calm me down. Suruh baca surah Yunus. Then dia kene marah dgn I sbb pegang kepala I masa tgh push. Hehehe.. Ampun B. Sbb I tak leh gerak. Push kali ke 4 or 5 I rasa something yang sakit,  mcm orang cucuk jarum. I sempat stop meneran I tanya apa tuh? Nurse cakap takde apa2 puan, terus meneran. Push yang lepas tu, tak lepas  jugak. So Doc Farah decide to vacuum my baby. Hubby kene keluar time ni. So while they preparing the procedure, sakit dtg. So I said I nak push, this is the time I rasa kat bawah tu lain macam. Then, Doc suddenly letak something atas perut, I pandang rupanya my baby.. Skin color pucat lagi. All the pain hilang mcm tu aje. I terus pegang my baby then terus dgr suara dia. Rasa lega hanya Allah je yg tau. Terus panjatkan syukur Alhamdulillah, dpt lahirkan Rayhana secara normal and dia selamat dilahirkan. The preparation to vacuum my baby was aborted. Nasib baik tak vacuum. Few minutes later, placenta pun keluar dah. Then, I have to deal with another pain plak. Episiotomy! Tp serious, sakit tu terasa masa jahit bahagian kulit, bahagian dalam tak sangat. Penat jangan cakap. Rasa mamai bila dah letih sangat. Sambil tu I borak2 dengan Doctor. Then Stuff nurse Kumutha datang balik, bawa my baby utk breastfeed. Walaupun I tak sure ada ke tak, I bg je. 

First time tengok baby sendiri depan mata, perasaan tuh sangat best.  Lepas doc settled. Then hubby masuk balik. Dapatlah dia tengok Rayhana masa tgh breastfeed. Hubby terus hulur tgn dia n kiss dahi. Syukur sangat. Nk peluk hubby kuat2, tp x leh gerak. 

Hubby only managed to book 2nd class as 1st class full. Takde yg discharge lg hr tu. I was told by hubby 2nd class 4 bedded. Tak leh nk imagine lg time tuh bilik mcmana. So lepas kuar labor, nurse brought me to 2nd class ward. Owh, sangat okay rupanya. Senyap je. Ada 4 beds yang gap dia sangat selesa. Toilet pun selesa, ada tempat nak shower skali sebelah tuh. 2nd class 5E depan office nurse. Nak panggil diorg senang je lepas tekan button. Cepat lah diorg datang. Malam tu memang tak leh tido. Risau kan baby. Just imagine, baby ditempatkan skali dengan I. First experience, pandai2 lah handle. Tp sebenarnye, bila ada baby, skills tu automatic je datang. Tiba2 I pandai breastfeed baby,  pandai basuh poo poo dia, salin baju kalau muntah. I banyak berzikir mlm tuh and cakap2 dengan baby. Hee.. Only bila dia terjaga la kan. Nak tunggu next day mcm kejap je. Dah pagi, mandi and prepare to breastfeed baby lagi. Walaupun time tu ade colostrum yg likat tuh aje, tp bagi je la kan. Dr dia berlapar. Tp bila dah masuk next day, rasa lambat je sbb tak sabar nak jumpa hubby and my parents. My parents tak jumpa lagi cucu diorg. Pagi tu lagi, Doc came to see me and nak check jahitan lagi. Uwaa.. Berjalan lagi. Thank God, it was okay and she confirmed if no issues with baby, hari ni boleh discharge. Yes!! So waktu visitor datang, my parents came. Happy betul diorg. Alhamdulillah. Then hubby came. I minta hubby tanya nurse kat depan if results baby dah keluar ke belum and I boleh discharge ke tak. Yes, on 2nd day tu jugak I boleh balik. Alhmdulillah.. Dipermudahkan. 

Bila discharge you need to go through 2 guards okay. Diorg akan tengok and confirmkan details mummy and baby before bg you jalan. Ya lah, to avoid case yg tak sepatutnya. Overall, Hospital Serdang adalah sangat okay. 

::Berpantang - Day 10::

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Berpantang ni adalah menyiksa kan skit bagi orang yang suka makan mcm I ni. Hee. Yea lor, certain food je you boleh makan. Lagi banyak blackpepper lagi bagus. Asik2 makan ikan and sup. Tengok Cake Ice Cream BR dlm fridge geram je. Tp suka plak I minum Milo panas or Horlicks panas. 1 hari sampai 3 kali buat air tuh. 

So semalam baru teringat nak minum Polleney Ikan Haruan tuh. Review? Sangat sucks! Cannot describe taste dia mcmana. Teruk gila. Rasanya, air jamu yang tukang urut I buatkan lagi sedap dari Polleney ni. Nak tak nak kene minum jugak sebab tak mo rasa sakit episiotomy tu terasa. Furthermore, nak elok kan luka cepat. Dah day 10 still ada rasa sakit skit. Maybe sebab I jalan lasak. Tanya kawan, mostly in 7 days. Tp smlm minum Polleney, esoknya sakit rasa kurang. Means bagus la kan?

Time berpantang ni orang dok paksa I makan sayur. Paling beria yang suruh I makan sayur adalah hubby. Dia beli sawi park choy lah, lobak putih lah untuk banyak kan susu. But yes, sup sawi park choy tu memang boleh banyak kan susu compare tu sup lobak putih. I makan last Sunday sup sawi tu dua kali, the next day dapat pump 4 oz skali session. Alhamdulillah. 

Tomorrow ada appointment dengan Doc lagi sebab nak tengok Bilirubin level dah turun bawah 5 ke tak? Now 5.3.  If yes, Alhamdulillah. Permudahkan lah ya ALLAH.  

Berat Rayhana dah 3.4kilos. Masa lahir last week 3.03kilos. Pipi makin tembam. I'm so in love with her. Dia ada pose mulut tersendiri bila nak minta susu. Geram. 

I've tried bengkung from Mustika Ratu, tapi mcm tak selesa sebab tak rasa I boleh kempiskan perut I . So tukang urut tanya ada tak bengkung yang lilit panjang tuh. So I suruh in law I bawa dari kampung hari tuh. Tapi sape yang nak tolong lilitkan bengkung tuh? I've tried my PB. I pakai my waist nipper dulu. 9 bulan tak pakai woo.. tak tau muat ke tak. Nasib baik muat. I tengok perut I lepas bersalin kempis skit sari sebelum pregnant. So PB lah yang I pakai masa weekdays. Weekend ada ramai orang kat rumah, so diorg boleh tolong lilitkan bengkung panjang tuh. Oh ya, saje timbang berat semalam. My post pregnancy weight adalah 63.8kilos. Pre pregnancy 69 kilos. Last week of pregnancy hari tuh 82kilos. Mana pergi hilang semua berat tuh? Harus maintain ni. Mana tau boleh turunkan sampai 57-59 kilos? =)
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